08.25.09

Wilson: “my best was school” he said with a big grin.
Maggie: “my best was getting a Giant Chunky!
Phil: “my best was Abner’s for lunch!”

08.20.09

Wilson: “My best was going to school today!”  It was his first day back at school.

Maggie: “My best was finishing painting the foyer!”

Phil: “My best was a great run with a nice breeze.”

08.13.09

Wilson: “my best was going to Pat Pat’s house tonight.”

Maggie: “I enjoyed hanging out with you tonight.”

Phil: “mine was having an awesome date night, particularly the part where we snuck Blizzards into the movie.”

08.11.09

Wilson: “my best was John Clark coming over to my house to play.”

Maggie: “my best was getting to take a nap this afternoon.”

Phil: “my best was getting to eat Chick-Fil-A for lunch.”

Desire + Optimism != Faith

If I haven’t yet told you in person about Living Christ 360, it’s probably only because I haven’t seen you in a while.  Knowing where to read and what to munch on throughout the day has been a constant battle for me personally.  It seems to be one of those areas in which Satan will do everything he can to encourage you to throw your hands up in surrender.  I know I’ve given up countless times.  Thanks be to God for the Biblical teaching ministry of Bryan Chapell at Covenant Seminary in St. Louis who has recently started sharing archives of his sermons in podcast form and shares excerpts from his books in daily, easily digestible format packed with reflections on the profound mysteries of our God.

As I read today’s message it felt a little like Mr. Chapell had made a trip to the inside of my head & heart.  Have you struggled with faith?  I’d guess most people would say yes, but I don’t remember anyone ever really talking about it.  As a kid I remember my parents (and many other adults at our church) telling me over and again that all you have to do is believe.  Well that sounds simple, but frankly, what the heck does that mean?!!  Do I grit my teeth, close my eyes really tight, clinch my fists and just say, “I BELIEVE!  I BELIEVE!  I BELIEVE!”  Even as a little boy I knew that wasn’t right, but no one could seem to explain it to me.  So when I read Chapell’s words this morning, it rang a little extra true to my engineer’s heart as he stated it in formulaic terms, “…desire plus optimism does not equal faith.”  Bingo.  Finally, I’m not crazy.  Well, if I am then at least I now have company.

So now I am affirmed in half of my quest for this mystery of faith.  I know what it is not, and I know that the way it had been explained to me just wasn’t quite cutting it.  So what is it?  Well I’d encourage you to read today’s message (it will take you all of 5 minutes to read), but if you’re really that busy then I’ll spoil it with you by sharing his final words of the day.  From his book The Wonder of it All: Rediscovering the Treasures of Your Faith, Bryan Chapell describes it by saying, “[g]reat faith claims only to know God himself—and to trust that he knows what is best in any and every situation. Put your faith in him today, for he alone will never fail you.”  No gritting of teeth, no clinching of hands, no squeezing of eyes.  In fact, it’s quite the opposite.  Bathe yourself in scripture and in prayer, earnestly seeking the Lord.  And when you have, open your eyes & fists, let go of everything you are trying to control, and trust that he has, does, and will provide for you in every way.  That alone is where lasting peace and joy will be found.

08.07.09

Wilson: “my best was playing with Nathan today.”

Maggie: “I got a lot done today, and that felt really good.”

Phil: “My best was having lunch with family.”  We all ate at My Friend’s Place Deli with Nanny, Amy, Brad, Matthew, and our good buddy Nathan.

08.06.09

Wilson: “my best was playing robots with you, Dad!” By this, of course, he means Excite Bots on the wii.

Maggie: “mine was going to Old Navy with the kids. They played so well and were so happy while we were there.”

Phil: “just coming home was my best. It was fun to play with Wilson too.”

06.26.09

Wilson: “my best was swimming, going to Pop and Mim’s, getting my caterpillar, and watching the Muppets. I had four bests!”

Maggie: “my best was finishing the paintings for VBS.”

Phil: “my best was the end of the work week.”

06.24.09

Wilson: “My best was going swimming today.”

Maggie: “Mine was also going swimming with lots of our friends.”

Phil: “My best was having a really good run today.”

06.23.09

Wilson: “My best was getting my teeth fixed today.”  He had his first cavities filled and was such a big boy about it – went back to the room without mom, and never cried!

Maggie: “Mine best was Wilson doing so well at the dentist today.”  She was kind of dreading it, not knowing how Wilson was going to take it.  Glad it went so well!

Phil: “Mine was hanging out with Wilson for a while tonight.”